haruno

as i thoght…i am still not good enough for this job. well…i did this photoshoot as my free will. my producer gather some news anchorage for photosession for promotion purpose…well…we didn’t hire a pro because…i can be the pro also (not even close,boy) this is my idea…using my camera and hire myself as photographer…i am in the mission also…getting used to with the camera…for my sister’s pre-wed. really…i am not happy with the result. the percentage between great,good and worst is nearly….same
out of focus…too much grain…under the low light…strange composition…a lot more. we’re lack of preparation…no coordination…isn’t real photo studio also.

if someday…if we have another photoshoot session again…there will be no more grainy picture…no more strange composition and no more under the low light.

let’s take the great side of it…i know a few…adorable news anchorage

If I leave here tomorrow. Would you still remember me? For I must be travelling on, now, cause there’s too many places I’ve got to see. But, if I stayed here with you, girl, things just couldn’t be the same. Cause I’m as free as a bird now, and this bird you can not change. Lord knows, I can’t change. Bye, bye, its been a sweet love. Though this feeling I can’t change. But please don’t take it badly, cause lord knows I’m to blame. But, if I stayed here with you girl. Things just couldn’t be the same. Cause I’m as free as a bird now. And this bird you’ll never change.

And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can’t change.
Lord help me, I can’t change.

Lynyrd Skynyrd (1973)

sigh…vulnerable…i got cold…i don’t know…why everything becomes vulnerable…human…not extra-ordinary human…not heroes

new season of heroes premiere at 22nd…well i’ve just “finished” today three episode…it is two actually…the other one is not real episode…just refreshing minds after long way season breaks…i’ve seen the world premiere of heroes season 3…well…sneak peak…behind the scenes…characters and other features…it is really drives me crazy…elle bishop(she is adorable…can i keep her?),niki sanders(niki just fine…not jessica :))….mmmm…what eles…claire bennet it just fine…she’s not my favourite…if i’m free tomorrow…i’m going to watch it…those two episodes…well i’m kinda curious…waiting until tomorrow will be fine…beside i’m too tired…fcuking tired…

another three more days…to holiday…it is going to be the crazy monkey ass busiest days ever…even on sunday.hmmm…i met estetique no yarou and like usually…his tongue as long as ever so he can lick his own shitty ass….hahahahahaha….(harun!!! the language please) another newspaper-ads again. do you think that im not doing anything here you shitty ass (the language)….tch…whatever.there are a little incident there…small quarell between person and god not proper to mention it….because it is god.

everything become vulnerable this month…this is my sickbed 2nd time this month…i thought is going to be fine…it just only a common fever…when the fever has gone…here comes the headache(really bad one)…i’m even can’t get up frm bed…hmmm…day off again today…

i never thought that some people looking for me during my absences..i thought i’m completely ignorant mr.arief-sama looking for me…asking about tv-ads and freda asking the same thing…well everything just fine

everyone keep blabbering about seeing the doctor…kidding?see the doctor twice a month?i dont think so. bedrest kinda great meds i’m feel much better now.just don’t over do it.

lately…im working late so i can go to sing to collect my BA cert…well day by day…i try to finsihed my work asap…i already talk to mr.endro-sama…i want to collect my BA cert so i have to finished my work…well he is completely fine with that…he said that “you don’t have to complete your work…just tell me…when you’re going…we will continue your unfinieshed work” as i predicted mr.endro-sama and mr.andi-sama…AMAZING but i don’t know where is “this” another work come from…i hate this people.i hate people down there…i really intend to KILL them all…well not all…only a few good people there, my favourites kawaii news anchorage there and my adorable producer’s assistance

maybe this working late makes me become vulnerable

sigh…im so tired today…so sleepy…after all day long working…i obtained my sharingan. even these eyes burning and bleeding i have to post another bluff at my blog and check over “my download progression”. well still long way to go…i have to wait 2-3 days more. im downloading a lot

couple months ago…i found another version of killer tune at youtube. well its different than their pv its a bit mellow but still jazzy groove. tonight, i downloaded another version of killer tune…im kinda like this version…sheena duets with hirai ken….well…its smooth but still jazzy…im not sure you can find it on youtube…i want to rip that to mp3…hmmm took sometime to do that…beside…im kinda sleepy anyway.

sheena ringo…kawaii onee-sama…she’s remind me of someone…my BA classmate i missed her (keep on dreaming)

today was my first day since I’m sick bed…nothing special…endro-dono gave me assignment to make newspaper ads for mr.moustache oyaji. like always…i have to “research” everything to make it done.well the first draft is done…just done

another story…its quite old actually…nexus 4 - shine spread around internet and newspaper about a month ago but i’ve just seen their PV last night nice song…nice PV…they never dissapoint me…

if i’m not wrong nexus 4 - shine is their last single before they launched another album…the rumour said that they’re gonna take a break for solo projects…i’m gonna miss them it just like before…from smile album to awake album….or even worst…real album to smile album…i read rumour that there will be no live performance until 2011…hmmm thats quite long…well suprissed me guys

hey…for those who curious about this band, japanese rock lovers…or already know laruku but haven’t seen this PV…try to find it at Youtube…enjoy

my screenshot its crappy indeed

another day off (again)…i thought its going to be fine when i start to work today but my tummy is superb pain in the ass when i woke up…standing…step to my door…its torturing me. well it can’t be helped then…just lying on my bed (again)…quite boring at the first…until bleach-diamond dust rebellion,another hyorinmaru entertain me. i  just remember that i kept my priceless treasure on my hard drive

talk about bleach the movie, this sequel is really kick ass…I’m not good to write down movie review beside…you guys can browsing over Internet and find it on wikipedia im kinda lazy to write thogh (very good excuse). for those bleach lovers or hitsugaya taichou lovers…i recommend bleach-diamond dust rebellion,another hyorinmaru as great movie.you have my words i promise

there are a lot  interesting parts in this movie but I’m going to quotes this one.

“You don’t have to suffer alone…you don’t have to carry the burden by yourself….let your friends take some of your pain and the resolve that goes with it”

that’s mean a lot to me

OK…enough blabbering about bleach shit…

during my bed rest…I’ve been thinking about my work that i left behind while I’m amazingly wounded first, mr.estetique no yarou gave me orders to make up newspaper ads. second, mr.moustache oyaji-dono also ordered another newspaper ads. everything is have to be done at wednesday…which is tomorrow…hell yeah…thanks alot…just bring it on.

i bet tomorrow is my hardest day ever…ganbatte ne!….thank god I’ve already obtained BANKAI c’mon…i will cut down those who stand in my way

Piracy is a crime…i will buy that movie someday yakusoku

i don’t know what I’ve thinking…starting a new blog at condition like this…just pop up in my mind.

i have splendid tummy ache…the pain is unbelieveable….i’ve been through this before…just take the meds n bear the pain…that’s it…i dont know it doesn’t work.i think I’ve being cursed by someone…i hope not.silly thoughts…perhaps it just my misbehave of eating…over work…thinking of something….stressed…well a lot.i’ve seen the doc…thank god is only the doc…not the doc and nurse…i mean going to hospital.the meds is working fine so far…much better.

well…i took another day off today…just lying on my bed…hibernate…i had wierd dream though…silly…at bright daylight…it just a dream.too bad it is not finished yet :-p

i hope endro-dono n andi-dono is working fine…last time i left the office…i’ve lot work to do…it can’t be helped the…just wait sir…i won’t be long.i believe they’re tough guy…they’ve been through this situation before…

get well soon…i have lot work to do